It's has been some time that I didn't blog. This is my first time blogging in this brand new year. I think I'm living happily so far. At least not much serious problems happen but only good memories. Or may be I easily forget something that made me sad. It's a good thing to be like this, isn't it? Just be sad for that particular moment only. Sadness do come by, especially in my relationship with my partner. After three years plus of relationship, I realized many differences in our lives, behaviors and hobbies. Yet, we still cling on to each other. I wonder is it a good thing to continue to be like this, or not? It's hard to let go. So, I choose to be ignorant.
Apart from that, I want to give thanks to God. The most important thing that I want to thank God is that He gave me a few best friends that I really can mix well with throughout this degree course. Isn't because of their supports, understanding and their precious time with me, I wouldn't survive this long to be happy. That is why am I so appreciate their existence. Yet, time pass by so fast. There will be a time where we all need to be apart and continue walking on our new journey. I start to be afraid of loosing and missing them. It is also because I start to realized that love isn't everything. And of course, I don't wish our friendships end there.
There is also another happy story that happened in this new year. A friend of mine started to talk to me. She is my ex school mate. We are classmates since primary school. One day , I don't really know because of what issue that makes her dislike me and starting to ignore me. I heard people saying is because of my frankly attitude. May be it's true but I really hardly remember what I said or did when I was young. Nevertheless, I take the opportunity to be friend with her, talk to her and make a chinese new year card for her in one the secondary school day. All these result to be failure until this chinese new year visitation. Though we didn't really share our true feelings together, at least we try to talk to each other. I believe it is a good start.
Apart from that, I want to give thanks to God. The most important thing that I want to thank God is that He gave me a few best friends that I really can mix well with throughout this degree course. Isn't because of their supports, understanding and their precious time with me, I wouldn't survive this long to be happy. That is why am I so appreciate their existence. Yet, time pass by so fast. There will be a time where we all need to be apart and continue walking on our new journey. I start to be afraid of loosing and missing them. It is also because I start to realized that love isn't everything. And of course, I don't wish our friendships end there.
There is also another happy story that happened in this new year. A friend of mine started to talk to me. She is my ex school mate. We are classmates since primary school. One day , I don't really know because of what issue that makes her dislike me and starting to ignore me. I heard people saying is because of my frankly attitude. May be it's true but I really hardly remember what I said or did when I was young. Nevertheless, I take the opportunity to be friend with her, talk to her and make a chinese new year card for her in one the secondary school day. All these result to be failure until this chinese new year visitation. Though we didn't really share our true feelings together, at least we try to talk to each other. I believe it is a good start.
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